It is closing today and I believe that we did hit our target. Was a mad rush today but did manage to leave office slightly before 7pm to meet an old friend, Peter, for dinner. It has been a while since I met him and I do feel bad for always rejecting lunch appointments with him as I am usually tied up with work.

Anyway, I had wanted to eat something soupy but he wanted to have BBQ Steamboat. I was not so thrilled as I know it will make my hair, clothes and body stink after that. In any case, we still went and I did not eat much.

Not sure what is wrong with me of late but I don't have much appetite lately. Whether I am having some simple fare or some delicacy, I have no special liking or satisfaction after the meal. The following scenario is quite common of late.

Oh, it's meal time... I am hungry, I need to eat. Hmm, so what should I eat? Oh ok, craving for this particular food. I will go eat and during the meal, though it's something I wanted to eat, I don't feel too thrilled about it. Then after the meal, I will just be glad that I am not super full but just nice.

Having mentioned all that, it doesn't mean I am losing weight cos I am eating less. I still continue my fair share of chocolates or ice-cream. I just hope that I will start liking or craving for normal food soon. I suspect it is because I have not been pushing myself hard enough physically. As in, I should be exercising more rather than just dancing and inline skating. I have been wanting to start swimming again and better get down to it. I don't wanna just say and not act on it. Discipline and time is all I need. Yes, I shall do that and crunches too. Looking forward to a more toned body!

Hopefully with more physical strain on my body, my appetite will be back. I naturally have a healthy appetite and I love food. Have never gone on a diet and don't intend to stop liking food too. Guess I will just monitor and see how things go. Perhaps for a start, can start asking Mummy to cook my favourite food then I will start craving once more. Hmm, I sure miss my healthy appetite!