About Me
Imperfect Singaporean
Unpredictable Aries
Non-Smoker
Social Drinker
Adores the Family
Cherishes Friendship
Enjoys Dancing
Pigs out on Yummy Food
Loves Pretty Necklaces
Fetish for Dresses
Indulges in Ice-Cream
Crazy over Dark Chocolates
Interests
Broadway Musicals
Movies
Fashion
Beauty & Health
Latin Dance
Ballroom Dance
Chilling Out
Swimming
Shopping
Travelling
Wish List
Continue with Yoga
Pretty Nails
Daily Skincare Regime Korea in Apr '08 Cambodia in Jul '08 Bangkok in Dec '08 Hanoi in Apr/May '09 Perth in Sep '09 Bangkok in Dec '09 Europe in May '10
Taipei-Bangkok in Sep '10
Met Bernard on Wednesday, 14 September 2005. Finally. After 10 months. He said that psychologically, a person will have recover from any type of emotion after 10 months so he chose to meet up with me only till now. I have never fault him for exiting my life though I very much would have loved if he had been with me all these months. He has always been supportive and accept me the way I am. As he mentioned, we are exact opposites. It's scary how different we are and yet we appreciate each other's strengths and condone each other's weaknesses.
We talked about a lot of things. He shared with me what he has been doing the past 10 months. From his distribution businesses (which seems to be progressing) to his friends and also his daily activities. He gained a little weight but looked much more radiant now. Think it's because he has stopped fixing bikes. I am glad. Yes, I know he loves bikes but it is taking a toil on his health doing all the menial work. Am relieved to hear that he is at least using his mind now than his hands. Makes a lot of difference. Sure hope his health gets better with each day. As usual, he is still putting himself in extreme physical conditions so as to stretch himself further. He had not slept for 2 days when I met him. It was crazy. Yet, he wanted it. Sighz.
Realised that I missed talking to him and having him advising me and giving me opinions. I value his advices and cherish his views. As usual, he is sweet, telling me that he still cares for me and did not mean to exit my life without a word. Somehow, I believe him. Well, no matter what, he is still a special friend. Because I know...
He will have no qualms to rush to my side should I need his help.
He will always think of my interests above his.
He has absolutely no expectation of me.
It hurt him more than it hurt me when he chose to leave.
He trusts me and never doubt a single word I say.
He truly accepts all my faults.
He genuinely wants nothing but happiness for me.
And lastly...
He will really marry me if I am still single by 35!
Words can't describe my joy to be able to meet him again. It's all so familiar. However, I know. That it will be a long long time before I see him again.